Many people ask me how did I become A Biturnal Alternative Lifestyle Coach/Kinkstress. I tell them I am who & what I am from my life experiences/education. Imagine developing a Sex Addiction starting at 6yr because of how the people in your life groomed you to be that way. Many can understand being sexually abused your whole growing up & only being seen as ONE THING "a sex object". But where & how did it start?
I wasn't black/dark enough...I wasn't white/light enough...I wasn't skinny enough...I wasn't tall enough...I wasn't smart enough but I sure damn was cute enough to have sex with!
and in time I learned to LOVE IT!
My Life Experience:
I've been in and out of alternative lifestyles my whole life; from being groomed by all kinds of pimps on how to be a sexual mute slave to my godmother being my parent’s girlfriend since I could remember. Growing up with Poly lifestyle parents and seeing the relationships they had, made me feel normal. I didn’t know my life wasn’t common, I didn't realize other children didn’t live my world. Because this wasn’t odd to me I easily entered the swinger life by 18 yr. In my 20's I started being groomed/trained once again, but this time to become very submissive to whomever was over me and was forced to be with at that time. It was mentally hard escaping that world So in my 30's I thought I might find my voice by embracing my Domme side to escape, because my whole life I’ve had to experience & deal with situations way too difficult for most to deal with, I thought I found my way to overcome AND survive it all I thought I found my voice! but being a Domme wasn't it either! What is it then! Who am I? Will I ever become more than just a SEX OBJECT! I started to understand things so much more clear after embracing BDSM. I found it, I'm a submissive baby girl! I realized around 35 yr that I'm more comfortable with being a BDSM’er! After realizing & embracing this, I found a deeper happiest that I've never felt before. I thought I'm Home! By taking the time to get to know myself through BDSM I found a better understanding of why I'm the way I am/who I am! I think this is where I belong!
Welcome to my world Baby Phenix World
...Let's play
